Worry Breasy

Worried about my breast. It's hard like rocks. Painful like epidural injection! It's expressing little and breast pump seem not working well. Cost me a bomb but tge suction not suitable for short and inverted nipples. Maybe I should give up sooner then 6 mth? I read that if I breast feed less then milk production will slow and eventually stop isit? Sounds like good news? But will I survive the side effects? Like fever, feeling sick, engorgement and etc? Mean my problem same like my mum's which is having short and inverted nipples is already a challenge so it's ok rite? In this way, I don't have to stress over it. And cry and mull over it whenever MIL says "alalala kesian dia nangis tak cukup susu badan..." and me there panting, tired like crazy after the breast feeding! Not even a little motivation! Makes me saddened so much! Good thing abg always helps me with the reassuring part. :) I love him