I feel like crying because I can't do it again... I keep telling myself I don't have to prove anything. Because I'm expected to recover first and everyone understands that. Then why am I over- exerting myself? I just thought that if I could prove them something I don't have to come back here. I thought that if I could sleep the baby easily just now, I could do it again tonight. If I could make baby sleep soundly for 4hrs last night, I could do it again this night. But I'm so tired, my back hurts, and I'm so frustrated. I better stop. This is a sign I need help. And I'm not alone. I don't have to prove anybody anything. I just do ikut kemampuan nu je k? Thank u hubby.
Wonder how is it like nanti on our own.
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