Last night something big happened! That made me have mixed feelings about all that is going through. She could have been right about most things. Afterall, she has the best interest for me as well as the baby. I kmow i crave for my mother love and suppport especially now but she can be just as good too right? I donno why this change of heart and thinking. So confusingly miracle. But alhamdulilla, allah taala had finally shown me the correct path now. Insyallah, i will coorperate and as whatever decisions even when i hate them, it is afterall for my own good. I've repent and i will apologise.
One hard thing is to make hubby understand this change of thinking. He may find it weird because initially i sound like i hated her ways, her rules, restrictions and blame. But he was dissappointed when i tried to reason the over-dosage situation and he was like "ape ni? Hari tu salah kan mak. Kata normal..." i donno how to make him understand this change of heart. Ive repented, but i donno how to explain to him. Lost...
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